Is Joshua and the guy you're talking to now from your hometown the same person? If not, what happened to Joshua? lol Sorry if this sounds creeperish but I've been reading your blog for forever & am a little confused.

You don’t sound creeperish! It’s okay. Sorry that I confused you!
No this guy is a different hometown guy. Lol. I prob sound like a whorebag. I’m not. I promise! I haven’t gone further than texting & hoping to meet these boys! Lol.